Dark Feelings & Sadness! Inside ‘Alaskan Bush’ Star Rain Brown’s War With Depression

Alaskan Bush People cancer-stricken matriarch Ami Brown’s teen daughter Rain revealed to fans on Instagram that she is suffering from “dark depression!” Now, as the 14-year-old struggles to cope with her dying mom’s “three percent” chance of survival, RadarOnline.com has exclusively learned what likely caused her emotional suffering. Click through seven sad photos to find out how Ami tried to end Rain’s dark storm!

Alaskan Bush People cancer-stricken matriarch Ami Brown’s teen daughter Rain revealed to fans on Instagram that she is suffering from “dark depression!” Now, as the 14-year-old struggles to cope with her dying mom’s “three percent” chance of survival, RadarOnline.com has exclusively learned what likely caused her emotional suffering. Click through seven sad photos to find out how Ami tried to end Rain’s dark storm!

As RadarOnline.com reported, Ami Brown, 54, and family are living in a mansion in Beverly Hills, Calif., and while it is still unclear if the hit Discovery reality show will be returning for another season, Rain is letting her fans know that she isn’t going anywhere!

“For the past few days I’ve been struggling with some things, such as my depression, life, and some teen girl problems,” Rain wrote.

“I couldn’t figure out why I was in such bad shape. I stayed in bed for about four days with minor aches and pains and I couldn’t find out a reason, it bothered me so much, I lost any want to be healthy or motivational, I was just a husk,” she told her fans.

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“But in the middle of the night it occurred to me, sometimes you don’t have to have a reason sometimes you don’t have to be perfect and somedays you just feel like staying in bed and watching old @simplynailogical videos and that’s OKAY,” Rain added.

“In the time of all this happening I told myself that over and over but it also hit me I had to actually believe it and just let it go and stop being bothered by it, I still feel kinda down and Like being lazy, but that’s alright because my body knows what it needs and if that’s rest I won’t be one to refuse,” the reality TV star teen said before revealing what her dying mother gave her to end the pain and suffering that was causing her depression.

“Stay strong my rainbows and listen to your body and soul they know what you need, don’t let your depression or dark feelings try to make you feel bad or people make you feel bad for doing what you know is right for you. Ps my mom gave me some panaway oil and now my aches feel so much better thanks mommy!!!”

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